niggas say you a fool ruckus
sniff coke and punch niggas thru school buses
I Once Was Blind…
Sometimes I have doubts. Sometimes I wonder if it’s really it. But even just the thought of not having his presence in my life brings an inkling of the empty, hollow sadness that would take over my heart. The only thing that chases it away? Knowing that I have his love and that I can keep giving him mine.
I don’t know that we’re going to be together forever. I hope so. But if we aren’t, i’m so grateful for the gift he gave me. He showed me that I could love and feel true love. A love that I would be devastated to loose. That’s something I’ve never experienced before. God opened my eyes and when he opened them, he made sure the first thing I saw was Ryan.
